DIA BERNAMA RIDZUANI

perasaan teruja yang x terhingga!
siikiiitt je lagi!
almost!!
x sabar!
nervous!

BARU BANGUN

gud morning all!!

gile kentang ar weh!! pg2 sabtu cmni aku leh bgn awl gle!! kol 8 lg aku dh bgn! dok kelip2 atas katil. dok pikir napela aku bgn awk sgt! haih~ cmni la jadinye ble dh tiap2 hari bgn awl. dh x mcm dulu dh.

time2 blaja dulu best!! if xde class, kol 2,3 ptg tu kire awal lg la tu nk bgn! sume pakat lawan sape plg lame tido! but now of coz la sume dh totally changed. gile nk bgn kol 2?? jwbnye esok trus dpt surat benti keje. skang ni time aku tol2 leh rest is on weekend, tu pn if aku x di request soh g office la. kenkadang if aku rase rajin sket, aku g la wat keje on weekend, 3, 4 jam, pastu blah balik. oh ya!! esok aku kne g office, nk bwat house cleaning katenye! sbb next week, all the top management nk g mlawat office. dieorg ni if dtg mlawat, mcm biase la, sume benda nk check! sgt particular! but, 4 our own gud gak kn?

next week gak aku nye manager masuk offc balik. now she's on medical leave, sbb bwat knee surgery. next week die masuk keje sminggu, n then sambung mc 2 mgu, pastu trus pencen! best x?? then after dat baru la manager baru masuk. yg baru ni x tahula mcm mane plak jenis die. harap2 leh la keje ngan die n hrp2 nye jgn la fussy sgt.

hmm... ok! xtvt hrni:

laundry
lipat baju
iron baju2 keje
kemas rumah
kuar jalan2 jap!! yeay!!

TRY LA IF KO BRANI!!

xkire la mcm mane skali pn ko buat,
ko xkn leh bwat aku give up!!
i'll fight!
for my right,
for my dignity,
for my self
n for others!
but thanks to you,
i'm stronger, day by day!!

skali ko bwat jahat,
10 kali aku leh balas!!
n aku x sebodoh ko!!

LOVELY COUSIN!!

date: JUNE 6, 2010

day: SATURDAY
venue: HOME SWEET HOME

she's one of my close cousin! kteorg sgt rapat, dr kecik lg! dulu time kecik2, cite2 kteorg same, nk jadi doktor! (budak2 sume nk jd doktor kan??) n dulu, every time mama n mak (her mom aka my aunty) g memane, dieorg msti balik bawak mainan doktor or any mainan. they promised us with toys, so dat kteorg x ngikut dieorg g memane. but satu je syarat die, mainan kteorg 2 org mesti same!! if x, mmg salah sorang akn mraung n jeles!! hehehehe. still fresh in my memories!!

n now, both of us have grown up, n last saturday, die dh pn kawin. heppy 4 her!!! congratz cuz!!! n husband die mmg sorang yg sgt baik, n gile2!! dats da best part!! leh masuk ngan kteorg!! n time die kawin hrtu, aku request nk jd pengapit. as a gift for her!!

wish u all d heppines cuz!!!

lauk sgt sedap!!

kek ni mmg aku x sempat nk rase!

isn't she sweet??

my family with pengantin

hantaran. *bb yg paling menarik hati*

CONGRATZ AYU!!

fuh! dah berhabuk dh blog aku ni! lame nooo x update! reason?? penat+malas+xde mase.

8.26 a.m, hari ahad.

ye! pg2 lg aku dh bangun! nape ntah???
ok, bulan JUN ni byk gile membe2 aku kawin!! smalam br je g shah alam. one of my classmate, ayu @ halimatun aini, udah slamat mendirikan rumah tangge!

pg2 lg aku dh bgn smalam, nk kne kuar awl sket, sbb nk g cari hadiah dulu. n aku g JUSCO kt blakang umah ni, bli comforter set. ok la kan? dr dok bli pinggan mangkuk tu, common sgt!

ok, malas nk citer pnjg. tgk gamba sudah!

congratz ayu & raja!

da best part!! kacau pengantin ngah makan!!

my bff @ rahmah with her husband n daughter yg sgt2 tersgt cute!! gerammm!!

ade bakat?? ble agaknye turn aku lak?? hmm..

TQ MAMA, TQ PAPA!!

yeay!! officially, aku dh hbs degree!! sgt2 hepy n im proud of myself!! yeah!!

n million thankz to mama n papa sbb byk berkorban utk aku!! love both of u sooooo much!!!

YIPPIIIEEE.

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY DEAR LALINK

i am so proud of you

wish u all the best

love u loads

sorry sebab tak dapat datang.

ongkosnya tak mencukupi. hehe.

xoxo,

iylia haidar kharib

PENURUNAN MENDADAK!!!

apakah ini kebenaran atau hanya ilusi semate2?? ok cenggini citernye...

1st day start diet ni, aku timbang berat bdn aku, n it was 78kg. ya, i know, mmg gemok!! salahkn hospital sbb bg aku mkn mknn sedap!! but td, after bgn tdo, saje je menggedik nk timbang brt bdn, n i was shocked!!! 73kg!!! biar betik?? 5 kg?? mate aku yg problem ke, or penimbang tu yg salah?? tp ble aku refer kt ummi n abg long, dieorg ckp mende tu functioning. benarkah ini?? aku xth nk ckp ape! skang ni just tgu n lihat! next week aku nk tmbg lg skali! hrp2 next time lg turun brt bdn aku! yeay!! akn ku truskn!!

ok, hrni sgt penat n sgt2 best!!! sbb leh kuar jln2, shopping skit2 n tgk movie!!! owh n diet aku td nyaris2 terlanggar pantang!! nyaris2 ke? hahahah. ok cik iylia, anda diminta utk tdk memberikn sebarang komen @ kenyataan ye. but it was fun!! yg plg bestnye, nk cari kedai! ssh gle kot!! penat dh aku jalan! next time kite kuar lg ye!!

*laptop ade virus, xley nk transfer gamba. nati kne kt camera, cmne? =P

DEMI MU WAHAI CUSTOMER

keje kt office dh smakin byk n skang ni mcm2 kne bwat. bos ckp "think out of the box ye juan!" ye!! out of the box la sangat kn! skang ni nk cari idea cmne nk upgrade kn lg branch ni. n cmne nk bg customer hepy n ske wat bisness ngan kiteorg. fenin2!

so far, byk la gak customer bg gud feedback pasal service. n byk gak yg bg complaint! tp kenkadang dieorg ni nonsense gak! mende yg bodo2 pn nk komen. kte dh explen, tp still x puas ati. haih~ nk wat cmne, customer is always right!

n projek yg terbaru ni, aku nk kne decorate branch plak! tu lg la pening! dh la smalam, org yg patut dtg nk disscuss pasal decoration tu x datang! bangang tol! org nk bg bisnes, tp die plak x nk dtg! skang ni aku la yg pening nye! nk cr org lain plak!

dhla weekly report aku xsiap lg ni. aduh!!

HARI2 BIASE..

hrni rase laaaaaameeeeeeeeeeeeee sgt2 nk hbs keje!! seksa rase nk nunggu kol 6! mayb sbb x ramai org. dh akhir2 bln ni mmg slalu cmni. tp start next week, leh tgk ar cmne ramainye n msti ssh gle nk kuar lunch nati!

owh hrni ade 2 org kt office yg free2 je kene marah ngan aku! padan muke! bwat lg hal! ske sgt kaco aku time aku ngah attend customer! tp xde la smpi maki dpn cust. tp at least aku dh bg warning la. if next time bwat lg, mmg kene lg trok ar!

xde mende best pn jd hrni. mcm biase je. dok jela kt office tu, tgu jela customer dtg. bosan~

n aku pn dh xde idea dh nk tulis ape.

SABAR JUAN! SABAR!!

penat! penat! n penat!! ni la bahanenye sbb lame cuti kn! b4 diz dok rht je, so hrni hambik ko! 9 jam keje! xpe2, nk wat cmne, demi mencari sesuap nasi! cehh!

memule smpi offc td, tetibe rase mcm s.thg wrong s.where! rase mcm im not belong there! ye ar, lame sgt dh x g offc. dats y rase mcm org asing sket. but ble lelame sket, dh warm up, back to normal balik la. n Alhamdullilah, hrni dpt la 3 mende. ok ar tu! owh n bos xde hrni! ngehngehngeh! n esok gak!

lunch today, a bit late, 3 lbh, sbb tgu customer. n hrni aku mkn chicken breast, grilled ,serve with green salad. side dish - fries (bungkus bwk balik dak office!!). n drink - mineral water! fuh smangat nk diet ni! ok seyes after dat rase lapar!! yela, spanjang jln nk g offc tu, mcm2 mknn ade! kfc, burger king etc! tahannnn!! tahannnn!!

balik office td around 7.00, smpi umah near to 8. owh time nk blk td, sempat singgah cold storage n bli salad!! hahahahah! yg ready-to-eat, for dinner! with mayonis skit. smpi umah mndi n siap2, n pastu dinner. after dat, ummi soh g bli burger chicken special! skali lagi dugaan! bau yg sgt2 menyedapkan!! damn!! tahannnn!! tahannn!! last2, naik bilik! hahahaha. if aku dok ikut je nafsu mkn ni, smpi ble la xley kurus. so now aku tol2 nekad nk diet n nk kurus!! (mcm penah dgr je kn ayat ni b4??) diz time 4 real ok!! (ni pn mcm penah dgr gak kn??)

diz time, InsyaAllah, im gonna make it real!!

ubat dh mkn, new entry dh post, n now, time for bed!

NERVOUS!

esok 1st day keje after a loooonnggggg cuti! NERVOUS! xth nape. but mcm kak nor ckp, bwat biase je, lantakla org nk ckp ape. thankz kak!! u're my strenght!! die byk bg sokongan kt aku n byk tlg aku!!

BARU PUNYE!!!

fuh penat!! after lebih sejam stengah mencari, akhirnye jpe gak layout yg aku ske!! for me, layout ni simple n xde la crowded sgt. kan lalink kn? kn? =P. mayb ade yg xske , but aku xkesah pn! ni kn blog aku. hehehehehe

n again, million thankz to Iylia Kharib sbb sudi tlg aku n die la yg banyak berjasa dlm penghasilan blog aku ni. if bkn sbb die, mmg bersarang la blog aku nih! tq lalink! nati kte g mkn chicken shop k! w/out rice of coz!

*kesabaran ku dicabar dgn ummi apebile die ngan bestnye makan kek coklet dpn aku td!
aaarrrgghhh!! tahan juan! tahan!!

1ST DAY DIET

smalam tdo around 4.30am. pusing kanan, pusing kiri, last2 tdo gak. even tdo lmbt pn, hrni pg2 lg dh bgn! tu pn dikejutkn oleh call from office! hehehehe. aku lpe nk bgth yg hrni aku mc lg. kihkihkih. seb baik la akak offc aku tu, kak nor, sgt baik n byk tlg aku!! love her!!

ok, bgn pg2, trn bwh n trus ngadap tv. crite ntah pe2~ then ummi soh g bli brg2 nk masak. n hrni ummi bwat sup sayur+ayam! yup! she knows dat im on diet! hehehehe. sgt sedap k! ade btg saderi, carrot (xmkn lgsg sbb not gud 4 diet), brokoli, kacang buncis and kentang (also xley makan!! big no!). so yg aku mkn - brokoli, btg saderi n kacang buncis! owh n of course ayam yg telah dibuang kulit. =)

td baru je pas iron baju n suar keje. iron byk2 trus! xdela ssh nati. owh b4 dat, aku skali lg layan dvd! n diz time, princess and the frog! owh i looooveeeee cartoon! x salah kn? =P citer yg sgt klaka! n my idol, Oprah was in there. jd suare utk mak princess.

skang ni aku try busykn diri so dat aku x tdo! tdo time2 ni is very, very bad for ur diet!! nati cepat gemok!!

ok, nk layan utube jap, tgk ape yg best.

X PAHAM!!

3.42 am... damn!! xley nk tdo!! napela ni?? ltk je kepale, mcm2 mende yg otak aku ni pikir!! pasal kerja, pasal diri sndiri, pasal kengkawan, pasal family n bla bla bla! nape la time2 ni baru nk pikir?? n sometimes mende2 x logik pn aku leh pikir!

haih~ but lately, aku a bit stress. dok pikir cmne la nati aku masuk keje hr slase ni, after a week aku dok hsptl. ntahla, mls nk pikir! go with the flow~ yg aku tahu, masuk je keje, aku wat keje aku. org nk pikir ape, lantak ler. xde nye nk kurang gaji aku nati. i love my job! but ade 2,3 org kt offc tu yg bwat aku rase nyampah gle! biase ar, msti ade je yg x puas ati. dpn baik la kn, tp blakang xth la ape yg dieorg kutuk aku kn. n sometimes dieorg ni xley trime hakikat! biarla dieorg. tgk jela cmne nati.

hmmm.... there's 1 more thing yg aku dok pikir, pasal kawan. xth la mane silapnye, tetibe kteorg jd x rapat. aku try my best to understand her! ntahla! aku call, x angkat, sms, x reply! but kwn2 lain call, ok plak, n ble jpe, ok je die, borak mcm biase. last2, aku dh bosan, aku pn mls nk lyn die. mls nk call or sms. b4 diz, akula tmpt nk curah prasaan, nk ngadu nasib. mayb die dh jpe org len kot. or mayb die dh xde masalah kot.

ok, aku dh lari topik dh melalut ntah pe2 dh. nak tido!! tp xley!! cmne?? nk watpe ni weh??

esok pg, bgn awal2 (mcm bgn je!), iron baju2 keje, laundry n pastu leh rest! tgk tv! or lyn dvd. kuar jln2? not a gud idea for now. rase x larat nk kuar, bek dok umah, on9 n bwat entry baru utk blog!

MALAM TERAKHIR

esok aku akn start diet!! semangat gile ni!! so, disebabkn esok aku dh xley nk sebarang makan je, make mlm ni aku mkn byk2!! hahaha. br je pas abis makan double chicken special burger!! fuh!! sedap!!! n jap g nk mkn kek coklat n nk goreng onion ring sesambil layan dvd! yeah!

starting tomorrow, no more mknn berminyak, no more fat food, no more fast food n no more mknn ntah pe2 ntah! sumenye akn jd mknn yg berkhasiat!!

PROMISE!!!

PENEMUAN TERBARU!!

seyesly skang ni aku ngah risau gile2 bab nye pasal berat badan aku!! aku gain weight sgt2!! mane taknye, sminggu kt hspital, makan 6 kali sehari n tido je memanjang! n mknn die mmg best la! chicken chop, spaghetti, ayam masak limau purut la, sup ekor la n bla bla bla. so skang ni aku rase berat badan aku dh smakin naik n aku tgk kt cermin pn peryt dh smakin ke depan!! ok, convo lagi 2 minggu!! damn! menggigil~

buttttttttt....... tibe2 bgn pg ni, mndi2, makan2 n tetibe abg long ckp membe die berjaya menurunkan berat badan sebanyak 4kg dlm mase sebulan! no diet pill, no supplement, just control ur food with the right way. ok teruja! so he called his friend, n membe die soh aku bukak diz particular blog. sbb die ckp kt dlm blog tu die akn ajar care yg betul cmne nk diet. dgn pantas on laptop n trus bukak link yg die bg!

ok, 1st bukak blog tu, sumpah terkejut! sbb tgk gamba owner blog ni! no offend, gemuk sgt2!! but in just 3 months, die mmg kurus gile2!! ok lagi skali teruja! so, pe lg, now im addicted with his blog!! skang dok mentelaah blog dak ni!

www.taknakgemuk.blogspot.com

WUT A DAY!

aku dh bebas!! dh bebas!! yeay!! akhirnye!! aku dpt gak kuar dr hospital tu, after almost a week aku warded. pg2 lg dh bgn, kemas brg2, g mndi n b.fast n turun wat fisio. after 10 s.thg, aku hbs fisio n kne tgu jap, sbb nk kne proses discharged tu.

n kebetulan plak, membe aku, wan sepang, nk g umah. alang2, soh die dtg hospital lpk ngan aku n nati leh ar aku balik umah sesame. after dh setel sume, dlm kol 11 lbh, sume dh setel, so aku pn dh discharged. b4 balik, sempat lg mlawat makcik jual kuih, bli pe yg patut n balik.

sakit ati teramat ngan wan sepang sbb die park kete jauh gile2!! kt BH petrol kt luar hospital! kne jalan kaki! jauh lak tu! seb baik la die yg bwkkn beg aku. hahahahaha. ok forgiven.

smpi je umah, perut dh start bunyi! lapar je memanjang. soh sepang g bli nasi, byk plak alasan die!! huh! last2 aku masak!! sepang masak nasi, aku masak lauk. so, lunch are telur dadar (with an added pasti sedap knor) n nugget ayam grg kicap. hey, try it, n u'll craving for more! hahahaha. owh time ni ummi n abg long x balik umah lg. dlm sejam 2 pastu br dieorg balik.

so ble dh hbs lunch sume, we (me, abg long, kak neppi n sepang) went to karnival kerjaya bla bla bla somethng kt PWTC. n guess wut? we've decided to use public transport! more convenience n cepat, especially ngan jammed n ramai org! n yeah! we did it! so dh smpi sane, round situ sini, drop our resume n filled up forms n bla bla bla, smpi dieorg ttp. after dat, lepak mkn eskrim jap then heading home! well, actually, kteorg sume dh ade keje. sesaje je g, who knows, mayb dpt much, much better offer kn?? nothing to lose aite? hehehehe. smpi umah close to 7. owh actually kteorg plan nk kuar mkn kfc n tgk movie. but last2, dieorg soh aku msk megi grg.

ok, here we go again, time masak2 lagi! wut for dinner?? home-made megi goreng, with keropok keping n a very, very delicious yummy chocolate cake (prepared by our beloved ummi!!). n after sume dh kenyang n terbungkang, kteorg pn decided nk g bli dvd je n lyn citer kt umah.

so skang ni br je pas tgk our 1st dvd, kick-ass! jln citer, ok la~ but the action, damn awesome!! especially hit girl!! cute, adorable but not the one u wanna mess with!!

ubat dh makan, mate dh ngantok, n time for bed guys!! 1.43 a.m... nite malaysia!! sweet dreams!!!


* chocolate dh ade, just waiting 4 da strawberry! =P

KEBOSANAN

7.27 pm.... n dr td aku still dok atas katil ni ngadap laptop. just finished my dinner, nasi minyak with ayam massala, some salad n mushroom soup (wut a weird combination huh??) n hot tea. n sesambil makan tadi, aku layan X-MEN EVOLUTION kt youtube! yeah, X-MEN, my all time fav cartoon @ movie!! n skang ni pn ngah still ngah mlayan X-MEN lg. sumpah kebosanan!! n skang ni kt tv ntah citer pe2 ntah, star movies (d only movie channel that provided!!) nak borak ngan org sbelah, xley plak. br pas surgery, n tiap2 mlm tido aku diulit oleh dengkuran die yg skuat alam tuh! stress!! ok im done! dats all 4 now. mate dah ngantuk, tp xnak tido! ...... 7.45 pm

*owh nurse baru je anta supper, some cookies (yummy!!) n instant milo, kene wat sndiri. haih~

LOTS OF LOVE!!

million thanks to IYLIA HAIDAR a.k.a my lalink sbb susah payah bwatkan blog me balik! again, sgt2 tersgt2 sgt2 suke!!! nice job!! tq! tq! tq! tq! n tq!

NGEEEEE =)

to you, get well soon my lalink

sorry tak melawat di hospital

=)

hehe, jangan marah me letak gamba ni.

cheers.!

love, iylia