KEHILANGAN.....

ntahla, 2,3 hr ni, byk sgt mende yg blaku kt aku.
ujian... sbr n redah je.

ptg td kt office, aku call mama aku,
saje call, nk tanye kaba.
then tetibe suare mama aku jd lain, a bit serious.

mama: mama nk ckp s.thg ni.

aku: ape ma?

mama: tp b4 mama ckp, mama xnk ju slh faham
bkn mama xnk ckp, tp mama xnk ju risau n ssh ht.
lgpn ju ngah praktikal.

aku: pasal ape ni ma?

mama: tok (panggilan utk atuk aku) dh xde. dh meninggal.
petang smalam. (25.02.09)

aku: ...........
mama dh bgth along n abg?

mama: dh.
ptg ni mama nk g tgk tok wan (atok sedare belah mama aku), sbb tok wan pn dh sakit
teruk skang ni.

aku: ...........
ok la ma, org call later la. kim slm sume. bye, love u.


aku trus kuar office, n nangis! nangis ngan sekuat hati!!
seyes!
aku xmalu nk ckp yg aku nangis!!

Ya Allah! byk sgt dugaan yg aku trime!!
ape yg aku mampu bwat skang, berdoa byk2 utk arwah.

dh lame aku xblk kampung.
last aku jupe, raye puase tahun lepas.
tu pn balik kejap.

MENYESAL!!!

tp ape aku bleh bwat? aku menangis cmne pn, ttp xkn leh ubah ape2!
aku kehilangan 2 org dlm idup aku dlm satu hari.....



p/s: again, thankz to "die" sbb always b there 4 me!! even kite skang xde anything special, but u
never fail to be a gud fren!!

jodoh, takdir dan ajal...

bape hr dh x sentuh baby br aku nih.
adakah sbb busy?
xdela busy sgt, tp ble mood tu dh xtenteram, so bwat mende pn xde smangat.

br lps lunch, ngan membe aku, zai n kechik.
sesambil borak, leh la gak ilangkn stress.

smalam aku dpt msj dr membe aku,at 5.00pm
"wan dah tinggal kan kita semua. Innalillah..."
tergamam jap!
unexpected...
sbb aku dgr dr membe2, arwah dh beransur pulih.
tp tula, ajal, kte xth.

aku ngan arwah xdela rapat sgt, but he's my fren.
mestila aku concern.
tp yg bwat aku plg sedih n trase sbb aku xsempat langsung nk jenguk arwah mase die kt hsptl.
suppose aku g tgk die hr jmaat hrtu, 6/2, tp ptgnye aku xcident.
so xley nk grak g memane.
tlantar la jap 3,4 hr kt umah.
igt pastu nk g tgk arwah, tp smalam die dh xde.
nk bwat cmne, Allah dh tentukn sume.
untuk family n org2 yg terdekat ngan arwah, sbr n redha ngan pemergiannye.
kite yg masih ade lg ni, berdoa untuk kebaikan arwah di sane.

ajal n maut xkenal usia n waktu.
kte xth bile time kte plak.
aku pn mengingatkn diri aku sndiri gak.
tp tula, dh namepn manusia, mayb kte akn insaf sekejap je...


hmm...
ptg ni aku nk g klcc, jpe ngan ayu.
lepak2, borak jap.
lgpn ahad ni die nk jd tunang org dh.
haih~ lps soramg, sorang membe aku nih.
hehehehehe
dh sampai seru,
aku??
hahahahahahaha.
natila. lmbt lg.
ade jodoh, xkemane. =)





p/s: thankz to mimi n "die" sbb jd tmpt aku mengadu.
n to mimi, thankz 4 da tissue. =)

100 TRUTHS.... (copied from facebook)

100 truths

Last beverage → teh o ais

Last phone call → abg long

Last text message → atin

Last song you listened to → padamu ku bersujud-afgan

Last time you cried → friday, February 13





HAVE YOU EVER:


Dated someone twice → yes

Been cheated on → always

Kissed someone & regretted it → never

Lost someone special → nope



IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:


Fallen out of love → sadly, yes

Laughed until you cried → yes

Met someone who changed your life → yup

Found out someone was talking about you → yes of coz!



How many kids do you want to have → xkesah

Do you have any pets → yes, a hamster named Fluffy

Do you want to change your name → never

What time did you wake up today → 715am. masuk keje kol 8. cmno tu?

What were you doing at midnight last night → borak2

Name something you cannot wait for → hbs praktikal n hbs blaja

Last time you saw your father→ raye cine lepas

What's one thing you wish you could change --> mistake i did in my relationship

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom --> nope



What's getting on your nerves right now --> nothing...

What's your real name → mohd ridzuani ab aziz

Elementary/Primary School → SRK Sri Suria 1

Middle/Secondary School --> SMK Dato' Mahmud Paduka Raja

Hair color → Black

Long or short → short

Are you a health freak → hmm.. depends on my mood

Righty or lefty → righty



FIRSTS :


First surgery → never

First piercing → time diploma. but dat was the biggest mistake!!

First best friend → rahmah n she never failed to be one.

First sport you joined → hahahahahahaha. dun ask me about sport!

First pet → Cat, her name is Cindai, when i was 9,10 years old.

First vacation → Pulau Perhentian. Best!!!



CURRENTLY :


Eating → nope

Drinking → nope

Waiting → for some1, never fail!



YOUR FUTURE :


Want kids? → depends..

Want to get married?→ depends..

Careers in mind? → PR of coz.



HAVE YOU EVER :


Kissed a stranger → never!

Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → Yup! n i know its wrong. tp skang dh x.

Lost glasses/contacts → nope

Ran away from home → let put it as a merajuk, g umah kazen je. hehehehe

Broken someone's heart → penah, of coz.

Been arrested → never!!

Cried when someone died → mestila! ade prasaan kot.



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:


Yourself → yes.

Miracles → yes.

Love at first sight → Yes!!

Heaven → yes.

Santa Claus → no

Kiss on the first date→ yes of coz!

Angels → yes.



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :


Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes, da one n only...

Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? -> hahahahaha. penah kot. ntah

Do you believe in God? → YES OF COZ!!!

kesejukan yg best!

ok, aku nk smbg citer smalam.
pas aku g kenduri membe aku kawin tu, membe2 aku yg lain ajk lepak.
memule teruja la gak nk g,
pastu mcm mls lak, sbb plan aslnye aku nk blk umah kakak ipar aku kt genting highland.
wahhh!! bunyi cam umah kakak aku tu tol2 kt puncak genting kn?
hahahaha
kakak aku keje kt Institut Aminuddin Baki, kt kaki gunung jer, tp consider genting gak la tu.
sejok nye same je.

aku ske g sane, sbb sgt tenang n best.
even tahap kesejukannye melampau2, tp sgt best!
if aku dok umah kakak aku tu, jgn hrpla aku nk bgn pg2, kol 1 pn lom tentu bgn lg!

n jgn mimpila if aku bgn n trus g mndi!

rasela ko mcm mndi ais!!

time2 stress mcm ni sgt best if dok genting.

sgt tenang!

n plg best sbb ade anak buah aku 2 org!

Wan Muhammad Faqif, 2 th lbh n Wan Muhammad Faris, nk masuk stahun yg sgt2 comel n klako!

hahahahaha

abgnye si Faqif mcm anak jepun, n adiknye Faris mcm Pooh!

hahahahahahaha

seyes mcm Pooh! geram je aku tgk!!

aku ni jenis ske mlayan anak buah aku.

so dats y bleh kate sume ank2 buah aku rapat ngan aku.

n antara ramai2 bapak sedare dieorg, aku je yg dieorg plg kenal.

n yg mane kecik2 lg tuh, yg bebaru leh ckp tu, mesti name aku dieorg pndi sebut!

hehehehehehe

dieorg pgl aku chik, name penuhnye ayah chik.

comel kn??

hahahahhahahaha (motif???)

ni la Faqif.

sgt hyper!

ske main kejor2 ngan aku!

ske sgt tutup suis mesin basuh!

yela, mentang2 la suid tu kt bwh, senang jela nk capai!

salah sate peberet die, ambik gamba!!

pantang nmpk aku pgg phone!

p/s: gamba Faris si Pooh tu xsempat ambk. =)

kepakkkkepakkk keboommkeboomm

dh 2 hr dh aku x membloggingkn diri aku ni.
xdela busy bebenor pn, just rase mcm penat. padehal computer ade je depan mate.
hr sabtu lepas (21.2.09) aku g kenduri membe aku kawin, fara n her beloved husband, khairi (or khairil, aku lpe dh!)
membe time diploma dlu. kawin dah ko ye.
jap je rase. dah besau dh ko skang.
br smalam aku rase kte main pondok2 (lakkkkkkkkkkkk!!)
hahahahahaha.

wedding membe aku ni bwat kt plaza warisan, sbelah national library.
best la kt situ, tp parking bapak la ssh!!
jauh gle aku parking!
terpakse la menapak ngah2 panasnye sesambil menikmati pemandangan construction site yg sungguh indah!!!
dhla b4 dat leh sesat! cmno tu??
tula korang, kompidem je lebih kan?
xpe2, yg penting kte smpi b4 pengantin masuk dewan.

aku n kwn2 aku sume g la, bleh dikatekn yg mane dijemput tu sume dtgla.
yg perginye lbh kurang 20 org, naik 7 bijik kete!!
2 org satu kete!
motif?
well, menurut kate bestfren aku, si rahmah sengal tu, memasing xnak dok blakang, sume nk dok depan, dats y 2 org je satu kete.
lgpn best pe meramaikan lebuhraye time kesesakan!

pe2 pn, yg penting kteorg ttp igt kwn2 kteorg, ssh sng same2.
korang tgk2 la gamba2 yg sempat aku hambik ngan h.phn nokia slide aku ni, 3.2mpixel (jerr). peace. =)

ni kek kawin.

cute kay! geram je!!

2 org yg kt sbelah aku ni mmg xley bwk g majlis!

sengal!

cmne la agaknye ko kawin nati kn yang?

yg bj coklet tu dh jd bini org dh.

antara muke2 yg bikin gempak majlis kawin fara.

hahahahahha

kteorg bising k! bwat mcm kenduri sndiri.

wedding gift!

cupcake n choc chip cookie! sedap sesgt!

aku ambk 3!!

nasi minyak yg telahpun slamat dilantak oleh aku.

ni la Fara n Khairi (or Khairil, sory!)
xlame lg jadi papa n mama lak!
hahahahahaha
moge kekal n bahagie smpi akhir hayat!
amin!!

kedai gunting

penat, penat n penat!
br skang aku dpt rest ngan amannye kt umah.
ptg td agak busy skit, byk keje.

tp ble dok umah ni, xde bwat pe2, bosan la lak!
nk kuar, xth nk g mane.
s.alm ni knnye ade ape pn.
blk2 pakli.
ayoo!!

td membe aku ajk g tgk wayang, tp ntahla.
jap jd, jap xjd.
tgu jela.
owh ptg td aku g potong rmbt, walaupun rmbt aku dh pendek,
tp aku ttp gak g potong, kasi lg pendek.
rimas dh nk rmbt pnjg skang.
dulu kdi yg aku slalu g tu rm10 skali cuci, time memule bukak lu.
pastu blan lepas, rm10 potong saje, rm12 skali cuci.
td rm12 potong saje!
lantak la kdi gunting oi.
jnji aku leh ptg rmbt.
drpd aku g kt salon yg signboard je besar n skali gunting 25 hinggit,
baik aku g kdi ko.

hmm, rasenye aku g mkn jela kot mlm ni.
lapar dhni!
lapar je memanjang!

7 jam 30 minit

fuh legaaaa!!!!!
at last, tercapai gak impian aku nk ade blog aku sndiri!!
yeayyyy!!!
dh lame gle dh aku nk bwat blog ni!
dh byk kali try, tp slalu xsempat hbs, especially bile smpi tang edit layout bagai tuh!
sumpah xpandai!!
awl2 lg aku dh serender!

so nk dijadikn citer, smalam, aku tgk membe aku kt office bukak blog die,
tetibe je aku dpt idea yg sgt bernas n best!!
iaitu dengan memakse die bwat blog utk aku!!
muahahahahahaha
dengan prasaan terpaksa n dipaksa, die pn bwatla.
aku, cam biase la kn, mengarah je.
hahahahhahahaha

ok, memule die reg username utk aku bagai la.
pastu tibe la part hias menghias blog ni.
ish, ni yg aku lemah ni!
xpandai!
seb baik membe aku ni ade, so die tlgla carikn template.
weh, ssh kay nk cr template!!
template tu byk, tp sume xley gne!
pe kes??
Masalah coding2 ni la, which is aku xpaham sgt!
Slepas bertungkus lumus, dan ngan gigihnye, dptla satu, which is yg aku gne nila skang.
Yg plg bestnye, kteorg start bwat mende blog ni dr kol 10pg n smpi blk keje kay, 5.30 petang!!!
Hahahahahahahha
N template yg aku gne skang ni, kteorg jpe dh kat nk blk dh.
Ye ar, slagi xjpe, mmg xtenang la jwbnye idop aku n idop membe aku,
Sbb die th, slagi xjpe, slagi tu aku akn pakse die cari!
Hahahahahahahaha
Tp pepepn, thankz to her, sbb die mmg byk tlg aku bwat blog ni!!

To her:
If ko xde, rasenye xdela blog aku ni.
Hehehehehe
Mesti ko tertekn smalam kn?
N siap bg warning lg tuh kt dlm facebook!
Hahahahahahahaha

Owh jap g 12.30 nk blk dh!
Hrni halfday!!
Oyeay2!

ni la budoknye yg dipakse utk bwat blog aku! :P

Yihaaa

Juan berjaya mencarik template!!!